Tough time never lasts, But Tough People do… If you Believe, you'll Achieve |

Dear Readers,

Before I start, I think I need to add a bit of my personal life without which the story is incomplete. I hope my life will be an inspiration for others.. And my will to achieve something is one of the reason I survive today.

Initially I never thought of a bank job.. I wanted to study Mathematics as much as I could.. I loved Maths…

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I went on to join IIT Hyderabad for doing my MSc Mathematics. I had completed my one year before that happened.. I was admitted in a hospital for a kidney damage. I was given medicines after finding that I was having kidney disease stage 2.

Life continued as usual for another 10 months. I was about to graduate as an IITian. Just before one semester, one day I was completely down. I was in stage V of kidney disease and soon I was on dialysis three times a week. I was sick as hell. I had a feeling that I was nearing my end.. I had lost all the hopes.I spend more time in hospital than my home

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It was then she came to my life.. She told me to prepare for these exams and made me forget about the disease. I STARTED from zero. I utilized my 5 hours of dialysis time in hospital for studying. Since I loved maths, I found QA and LR easy. It was ONLY bankersadda I followed. I havent read any other book. It was during Jan 2015 I started doing dialysis. I had a kidney transplant surgery in June 2015.

Following are the exams I gave between August 2015 – February 2016:

RBI assistant – Couldnt clear cutoff

RRB PO – Could not clear cutoff

SSC CGLE – cleared prelimns but the mains venue was so far and I couldnt travel because of transplant.

RRB assistant – cleared cutoff and got overall 72/100 but Kerala Gramin Bank has not recruited any last year.

IBPS P.O – I cleared cutoff by 5 marks and I am in the reserve list for P.O.

IBPS clerk – I got chicken pox before the exam and I falied by 1.5 marks.

SIDBI assistant manager – I could not clear the overall cutoff by 0.75 marks.

I was not ready to let go. I was very confident about LIC AAO because I was very strong in maths and reasoning and the same had higher weightage of it.

And FATE again played with me.. I was admitted in hospital for the transplant rejection and I was again on dialysis.. It was in Feb 2016. I was down completely. I cried in the toilet of my hospital room every time.. I never showed it in front of others. Everyone thought I was mentally strong..

I wanted to fight, fight to survive. I didnt want to leave myself to death. I was not ready to let go.. After 2 month of hospital life I seemed like an alien. When I left the hospital I had already decided to make me move on in life.

It has been 8 months I have been on dialysis.. In between I wrote SBI P.O, UIIC A.O, SSC prelims and SBI clerk.

Recently came the result of my determination. I had cleared SBI clerk.. I would never say it was cumuculative result of just hardwork. It was result of my determination and I was always optimistic. I would like to thank bankersadda for this success. I am happily going to write RRB P.O and IBPS P.O and I will clear both for sure.

I am a government employee now.. I dont know whether I would get another kidney for transplant. But you know what, I will fight..