ye journey start hui thi 19 feb 2013 ko(mine age was just 21)..journey akele start nahi ki thi, mere sath mere twins brother ne bhi is competitive field me kadam rakha tha…
starting me jab humne coaching karna start kiya to laga ki selection lena itna bhi mushkil nahi he..phir ghar walo ke sapne bhi pure karne the aur khud ko jald se jald prove bhi karna tha…mujhe aaj bhi yaad he ki mere sir mujhse pucha karte the ki- “sumit ye btao tumhra selection kab tak ho jayega,mera answer yahi hota tha bas sir 4-5 mahine ki baat he sarkari naukari mil hi jayegi”..tab mujhe ye nahi pata tha ki ye 5 month ka nahi 5 year ka struggle saabit hoga..
hum dono twins brother ka first exam tha “ibps clerk 2013”..cutoff gyi thi 100 aur hum dono ke hi marks aaye the approx. 115,116..us samay jisne bhi ye marks dekhe kaha beta mauj karo ho gya he tum logo ka selection..jis karan shayad humein jitna acha interview dena chahiye tha utna acha ho nahi paya..result ye raha ki U.P ki final cutoff gayi 61.4 aur hamare marks the approx. 60…jab result dekha to hum dono ko bahut rona aaya laga sab kuch barbad ho gya, but family ne support kiya to aage badne ki himmat aayi.
ab baari thi ibps rrb clerk exam 2015 and ibps clerk exam 2015..aap log vishwas nahi manenge hum dono hi brothers ke rrb clerk me 165 marks aaye out of 200.. phir laga ab to selection done he..lekin kismat ko kuch aur hi manjur tha..ibps clerk 2015 me mere marks aaye 130 aur mere brother ke aye 150 out of 200..2015 me ibps clerk ki cutoff 116 gayi thi,us hisab se mere chances to bilkul nahi the par bhai ke chances pure the aur hua bhi wahi 1 april 2016 ko uska selection as a clerk “indian bank” me ho gaya..khushi to bahut mili ki bhai ka selection ho gaya but kahi na kahi society ke rude comment bhi sunne ko mile “beta bhai se kuch sikho..wo kaha chala gya aur tum yahi reh gye”….ab meri aakhiri umeed bachi thi wo rrb clerk ke 165 marks…15 nov 2015 se wait karte karte 26 july 2016 ko mujhe chattisgarh rajya gramin bank me interview ko bulaya gaya aur 2 october 2016 ko mera bhi selection as a clerk waha ho gaya..
ab laga ghar ki saari problem dur kar di hum logo ne lekin abhi twist baaki tha mere dost..mujhe kuch personal problem ke karan crgb ki job se resign dena pada..resign dene ke 3-4 month tak har jagah sirf ek baat sunne ko mili-“beta galat decision le liya,bahut pachtaoge”..kayi baar rona aa jata tha ki mere sath hi aisa kyun ho raha he but phir bhi maine har nahi maani..
year 2016 me utna accha performance de nahi paya..isiliye ab target tha year 2017..BOB Po pgdbf exam ke liye maine prepration karna start kiya..written clear bhi ho gya aur interview ki call bhi aayi…lekin marks kam hone ke karan waha bhi selction nahi hua..ab lagne laga tha “sher buddha hone laga he,jyada taakat bachi nahi he,ab mujhse na ho payega”..tabhi kismet ne ek aur U-turn liya aur 13 september 2017 ko mere cute se naphew ne janam liya..us din sabko khush dekhkar maine than liya ki main banker bankar rahunga..
so I started prepration for RRB PO 2017 exam..kuki vacancies U.P se bahut jyada thi,mujhe laga yahi sabse best chance he..maine than liya tha ki iss baar written me itne jyada marks le aao ki interview pe depend na hona pade..kuki reasoning mera strong section tha..so I prepared hard for it..i attempted 25 questions and all 25 questions were right..just bcoz of reasoning i got 104 marks in rrb p.o mains(cutoff was 78)…interview ke liye bhi jee jaan laga diya and got 75 marks out of 100..
final cutoff-49.8
mine marks-56.5
I got Allahabad U.P gramin bank as officer scale-1
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